Doomsday December

Here comes the last month of the year. Time flies, and it just slowly flows away like the water in the river, you can't holding it back, and there is no reverse button for you to do it.

December is my favorite month, and it's a little bit special this year because it's a doomsday month, according to all the rumors and so-called scientist prediction. What will you do before the doomsday? This question has been asking from my friends so frequent and I don't really know how to respond them with an accurate answer.

You'll probably come across with this question. What if doomsday really exist? and who will be the one to be with you until your last breath?Treasure the very last moment with your loves? Hug each other and love to death? Well, it sounds romantic. But why don't we just treasure every single moment in life and go through every single obstacles we had so that doomsday wouldn't be magnified by human? 

Well. I don't believe in this rumor, I will still treasure the people around me, spend some quality time with them and taking care of them whenever they need. Be a good listener whenever something is wrong with them. Sometime a simple action can really mean something to them. I guess this will be the greatest reward for us.:)

What is your wish for this doomsday December? 

Probably a simple celebration with friends ( I'm a December baby! :p) , celebrate my favorite Christmas with friends and family. And I guess, there is more than enough. We only live for once, appreciate every single chance and hold it tight. :)

Alright, signing off with this meaningful song and hopefully everything will be fine :)

Goodnight love <3

-sign off-

Live with no regrets

Happy Halloween! 

And yay I know I've abandoned this blog for such a long time and I'm not going to explain the reason because there is only a reason for not blogging it frequently, yes! I'm lazy! and secondly, I don't really have some special things to share as my life has been fulfilling with all those exams and assignments for the past few months. :/ 

So, what I've been doing lately? :) 

• 18th of October, this is a really special day for me as I've finally finished my last paper and that marked my last day in HELP College and the whole degree life. I wish the result will come out with a good one! *finger-crossed* that I can pass everything and get into the working life ASAP.

• Attended Horyi's convocation at UTAR,Perak Campus and had a really nice trip with her dearest and Jason! The 4 food hunters were trying to figured out the famous restaurant at Teluk Intan for dinner but “fortunately" the restaurant was under renovation. And lastly we just got fed up and had our dinner at a Chinese Restaurant which I don't really remember the name. :p

• Headed up to Genting for a nice walk with the buddies and had a simple birthday celebration with the birthday boy! Thanks for always being the leader and organizer for all the gatherings and etc. Happy Birthday and wishing you all the best in your career and everything! Thanks for always being a good company all the time! :)

• Attended the Chili-padi convocation at One World Hotel which is just beside One-Utama shopping center. And also, had a really nice "high-tea" session at WongKoK after the photo taking session. I'm so grateful to have you in my life, 5 years friendship and still counting, love you so much babe! xoxo! 

AND....

Not forgetting to post my camwhore photo before I go to bed. :p Nothing much to describe the recent me, just somehow addicted to westlife's songs randomly and madly in love with this song - " I wanna grow old with you". I've no idea why I will love this song so much but I guess I will eventually meet the one who is really mean to be with me. Life is short, break the rules and live with no regrets. I don't want to miss anything so...stay happy and be cheerful always. 

-sign off-

Dear : My Lil sister

I'm still hoping to see your face right now,

I'm still hoping to see you wagging your tail and look at me with your adorable eyes,

I'm still hoping to hear your voice everyday,

I'm still hoping for something which is impossible to be happen anymore.

Dear Lil sister, can you hear me now? 

I never thought I would owned a pet like you, but, I did.

I never thought you would leave me just within half years time, but you did.

I never thought I would have such a hard feeling, but , I did.

I never thought I would cry like nobody else, but I did.

I'm trying very hard to control my emotional everyday,

Try not to think of you but I've just lost my control,

Tears rolling down automatically whenever I'm thinking of you,

The feeling is insanely hard, 

The first time in my life I've ever got such feeling and,

I really can't stand for it.

Public Holiday's adventure

I didn't really have some special events or outings which can categorized them into a blog post. I used to update randomly as I'm not a professional blogger or a photographer that can skipped the hell long paragraphs and let all the beautiful photos do the talking. I'm just an ordinary graduating student, and I really hope it will come very soon as I can enter into the society and get some experiences in order to fulfill my life. I know-- maybe I will definitely miss my study life after I'm leaving from the scope but I really hope there will be something happen in my life and color it in order to become more and more wonderful and at the same time I wish to meet someone new and explore my social life. It's really important to communicate and create a connection with people. And I'm strongly agree with it!

It was a public holiday few days ago but only for Selangor area, so I still have to wake up very early to attend the 8a.m lecture class. But instead of having lunch at home, repeating the very same things everyday...parents and I decided to headed off to Midvalley hanging around and explore some nice dishes to fulfill our choosy tummy. And yea, Nyonya Colors has became our final decision.

It was the first time to have our meal there and you can no longer see any empty space as its always fully booked and always the hell long lining queue inside. I thought it must be a restaurant with Nyonya foods as the name is clearly stated as "Nyonya". However, it really disappointing me because what I saw from the menu board was just basically some Malaysia foods such as Nasi Lemak, Curry Mee etc. Nothing special but the price is quite cheap and reasonable. So ya, we still decided to go in after all.

So here you go, the 4 dishes that we have ordered : Ais Kacang on the top left hand side, follow by the Nasi Lemak with special Rendang Chicken, Mee Rebus on the bottom left and lastly the Chi Cheong Fan. 

The foods taste good, you can barely find the same thing inside the shopping center because it will be costly if you really wanted to get something nice. So yay, a public holiday spent with the parents and explored the new thing again. :)

Bonjour Garden, Kota Damansara

Change your thought and you can change everything - Norman Vincent Peale

I've been abandoned my blog for quite a long time, so sorry for didn't keep you updated because I don't really know what should I blog about. So, please forgive me and I know you will accept my apologize.

Well, again catch up with the babe who has just being recruited by an America Direct Sales Company - Malalueca which I think most of us especially the ladies will definitely know about it very well. We used to meet each other everyday, but sadly,weekdays are no longer allow for us to gather anymore. :(

So yay, we had a really nice outing and dining at Bonjour Garden, Kota Damansara,which is located at somewhere around Sunway Giza Mall. The restaurant name "Bonjour" can clearly defined that it's a nicely renovated restaurant with a strong feel of French or Paris. The environment is awesome and relaxing, a nice place for us to chillax.

A really comfortable place for us to have our meal here.

The Bakery Shop of Bonjour Garden, which is just beside the restaurant.

The special Newspaper Menu .

This restaurant basically provided western foods and also the all day breakfast. Which means that you can even enjoy your breakfast on the afternoon or dinner time. Enjoy the atmosphere over there with a cup of coffee or even a wonderful and delicious dishes on.

We used to stick with each other during the 2 years of Degree Life. But time flies, and we've to follow the flow.

Take 2.

ChaiPeng and yours truly.

The very optimistic sunshine and seriously I should learn from her.

I should have dressed up nicely and take more photos. Too bad we were just too random stopped by and all of us were feeling exhausted after the whole day of working and outing. But ya, the night was ended with a perfectly full stop. :)

Bonjour Garden

Central Park Building,

Jalan PJU 5/13, Dataran Sunway,
Kota Damansara,
47810 Petaling Jaya
Selangor Darul Ehsan. 

A crabbit old women

A crabbit old women.

What do you see?

Are you thinking when you're looking at me?

A crabbit old women, not very wise.

Uncertain of habit with far away eyes,

Who dribbles her food and makes no reply,

When you say in a loud voice, " I do wish you'd try"

Who seems not to notice the things that you do.

And forever is losing a stocking or shoe.

Who quite unresisting,lets you do as you will.

When bathing and feeding,the long day to fill,

Is that what you're thinking? Is that what you see?

Then open your eyes, you are not looking at me.

I'll tell you who I am as I sit here so still,

As I move at your bidding,as I eat your will,

I'm a small child of ten with a father and mother,

Brothers and sisters who love one another,

A young girl of sixteen with wings on her feet,

Dreaming that soon a true love she will meet,

A bride soon at twenty, my heart gives a leap,

Remembering the vows that I promised to keep,

At twenty-five now I have young of my own.

Who need me to build a secure, happy home,

A women of thirty, my young now grow fast,

Bound to each other with ties that should fast,

At forty,my young sons will soon all be gone,

But my man stays beside me to see I don't mourn,

At fifty,once more babies play around my knee,

Again we know children may loved one and me,

Dark days are upon me, my husband is dead,

I look at the future, I shudder with dread,

For my young are all busy with young of their own,

And I think of the years and the love that I've known.

I'm an old women now and nature is cruel,

"Tis her jest to make old age look like a fool"

The body it crumbles,grace and vigour depart,

There is now a stone where I once had a heart,

But inside this old carcass a young girl still dwells,

And now and again my battered girl still swells,

I remember the joys, I remember the pain,

I'm loving and living life over again,

I think of the years all too free, gone too fast,

And accept the stark fact that nothing can last,

So open your eyes, open and see,

Not a crabbit old women, look closer -- See me.

A meaningful poem found from a book.

Random yet Meaningful

Just some random pictures that is still remaining in my mind for quite sometime, I've totally no idea to categories them as a particular blog post, because I think all of them are interrelated to each other. So yay, here you go.

Aren't they look familiar to you? Ya it's probably a very normal Chinese dishes and we can easily ordered these from anywhere as long as it's a Chinese restaurant or even your mum can do these for you. But all of these are done by my friends from China. They purposely wake up early in the morning and prepare everything just to do these 4 different type of dishes for us. A simple lunch in the hostel, a warm welcoming smile from them, and a really hearts feeling inside. Seriously, you guys melted my heart. <3

A very ugly photo taken in the middle of the night at Gohtong Jaya few weeks ago. A night in Genting, a pleasantly BBQ session with the people from the other country with a totally different cultures, a funny and joyful dialects discussion, the whole day was awesomely good and enjoyable.

Knowing you guys are crazy, sharing the different cultures and dialects are funny, and having you guys are the most grateful thing in my life.  Love*heart.

  

Sunday / Free and Flexible

A very lazy Sunday for me I would say,

Nothing much to do, nothing more to consider,

I'm just hanging there and waiting for nothing.

Am I a failure? Well probably yes in a partial way,

But anyway thanks to the friends and family,

Especially the one who shared his failure experience with me,

If I were you I will not share with others and show them the most ugly way of me,

Thanks mate.

This is not really what I wish for,

But I've no option to choose,

I'm really upset, yes I am.

But I will be fine, to get over it and trying to be a better one.

Finger Crossed For Luck

I've nothing much to blog as I'm not really prepare and settle down to begin my new post. Right now at this moment I'm just hoping that everything will be over tomorrow and finger crossed that everything goes smooth and nothing will ever be my stumbling block again. Please, I really cannot afford the consequences. The times and the money, and the future as well.

Please, let me go. We always hate each other right? So please, just let go of me. I don't want to see you in the same place again, well maybe we can bump each other in some other place but please, not there. I beg you, let me go.

Magnolia.

I always love Magnolia. I always think that this kind of flower is way more prettier than a bouquet of roses. That is too much for me. It's not because of the "Scarlet Heart" that makes me fall in love to this kind of rare species but instead, it started to become one of my favorite while I was little. Yea nobody know it, because this flower will never be that famous if the drama didn't showed up. 

Sometimes I think that I can just continue to being silly and continue my lifeless daily routine without thinking about the cruel reality which is just right infront of me. This semester break is the most torture break in my entire life. It is just only one month, or maybe more than a month, and now 3 weeks passed and I was like go and forth for the entire century in my life which can't be describe in words. 

Dreaming the same things again and again and ended up I was just like a patient who can't fall asleep in the middle of the disquieting night,woke up and facing infront of the laptop without browsing anything.I scrolled my contact list again and again and wondering who are the one that can listen to my nonsense at the middle of the night? Scrolling down one by one and end up I get nothing. I got no one, my life was full with loneliness and emptiness all of the sudden. 

I used to be a Magnolia, a flower that is hardly to create a connection with others, I don't used to be like a rose,which is very welcome to the public. Yea I am that weird,I love those classic old songs and Chinese music instruments and I think I'm madly in love with them. My friends think that I'm crazy and I'm weird but I don't really care about their perspective because I know even I try to change my style and my way I will end up getting myself exhausted. I  know I'm not a talent for that field. So yay, this is me.

I always wanted to find another Magnolia in my life. But I think it's kind of hard.. but I still put on hope and wishing him/her will be appear in my life someday. I love Magnolia because I think this flower is pretty much like me. A very unique and noble one. I hope I can be noble someday in my future. And I'm trying to.

All good things must come to an end

"A hug worth thousand words, a friend worth more"

I always love this sentence as I'm strongly agree with the meaning in it.A warm hug from a friend when you're helpless is really amazing rather than a long conversation on a phone chatting or coffee gossiping. I always hate going airport or some long journey train station because I hate the hard feeling of sending people off and all you can do is just crying out there and standing outside the gate watching the friends or lover go down from the escalator and disappear.

However, this is a part of our life and it can never be escape. The Genting BBQ and the midnight walk under the cool weather with you guys were so amazing and it has become the best memory of my entire HELP life. Do you remember how was the situation when we first met in the collage? Time flies and I know it's the time to Goodbye again.

We knew each other for only a short period, but I really appreciate and thankful to all of you for being a part of my life. When will I see you again? This is a non-answer question, because we will never know the things that is going to be happen tomorrow. But I do, I do hope that our friendship will not just stop at this point, it will be like a river, flowing and flowing non-stop to the ocean and the eternity. 

There are so many T-junctions in life, and we're making different kind of decision in different phase of lifestage, there is no reverse button for us, and move on is the only way for a better life.Although sometime we might feel insecure and hopeless, but yay, this is life.

I love you all.

Monday Blue

Hi people, how's the sleepy Monday treating you all so far? Oh well, maybe it's good for someone, but it's not for me. I was having a pathetic Monday blue for the last 20 hours.

I went for an interview in the early morning, which I don't think they will recruit me as I forgotten to bring the original copies for my certificates and they offer me a position which is not really related with my degree course. This is my very first time for interview and I know I didn't prepare it very well and my mind keep stucking when I was talking to them. So yay, I messed up.

I was trying to forget it after the interview session but I failed. So therefore, I went for a movie with the 2 sweeties, it's a nice movie and I really enjoyed it. But most of the time my mind was still thinking about the interview and started to yawning non-stop as the show going on.

 Men-in-Black 3, I didn't watch the last 2 episodes, but I found the guy in the middle was quite funny and intelligent. Oh well, I doesn't like the Boris in the movie, the nasty monster.

yuck!

And also, went for Celebrities for gym before the sun goes down. 

Should I just call it as a normal day for me? No, I feel exhausted and I feel like chop everything out of my mind and head on to bed like there's nothing will be happen and everything will be back to normal after the next day when I wake up. I used to worry for so many things right after my final exam, my results, my interviews, my works and etc. I told the interviewer I'm quite optimistic, but really? I'm just bluffing, I don't even think about positive side whenever things goes down and depress. I feel like jump off from the top of the building or hiding myself at the side corner. But I can't...I still have a burden on me. 

I know I should think positively, and seriously I'm trying to achieve it. 

But I never feel any better.

10.6.2012

I've been thinking to reactive my blog again but somehow I failed to do it and slacking all the times..until  now.

I wanted to reactive my previous blog but again I found it no where because I had deleted about a year ago, and I didn't realized it.. at all.

Alright, a new blog again created and hopefully you guys will enjoy reading it. 

Named "Everlasting" is such a meaningful word in my life, and that's why it appeared to be my blog title.

So, nothing much to describe in my first post, just a very simple welcoming "speech" to all my readers, goodnight and stay tuned. :)