Monday, June 11, 2012

Monday Blue

Hi people, how's the sleepy Monday treating you all so far? Oh well, maybe it's good for someone, but it's not for me. I was having a pathetic Monday blue for the last 20 hours.

I went for an interview in the early morning, which I don't think they will recruit me as I forgotten to bring the original copies for my certificates and they offer me a position which is not really related with my degree course. This is my very first time for interview and I know I didn't prepare it very well and my mind keep stucking when I was talking to them. So yay, I messed up.

I was trying to forget it after the interview session but I failed. So therefore, I went for a movie with the 2 sweeties, it's a nice movie and I really enjoyed it. But most of the time my mind was still thinking about the interview and started to yawning non-stop as the show going on.
 Men-in-Black 3, I didn't watch the last 2 episodes, but I found the guy in the middle was quite funny and intelligent. Oh well, I doesn't like the Boris in the movie, the nasty monster.

yuck!

And also, went for Celebrities for gym before the sun goes down. 

Should I just call it as a normal day for me? No, I feel exhausted and I feel like chop everything out of my mind and head on to bed like there's nothing will be happen and everything will be back to normal after the next day when I wake up. I used to worry for so many things right after my final exam, my results, my interviews, my works and etc. I told the interviewer I'm quite optimistic, but really? I'm just bluffing, I don't even think about positive side whenever things goes down and depress. I feel like jump off from the top of the building or hiding myself at the side corner. But I can't...I still have a burden on me. 

I know I should think positively, and seriously I'm trying to achieve it. 
But I never feel any better.

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